I just can't get it together, trigs

iVillage Member
Registered: 03-25-2003
I just can't get it together, trigs
Mon, 12-01-2003 - 5:46pm
Thanksgiving was too hard this year, especially after taking a trip the weekend before to Nashville. I just feel like food has been thrown in my face for over a week now. I have put on weight and I am not dealing with it well, then throw a holiday in there and then I freak out. I hate the way I am looking and feeling. I hate the fact that it is the holidays and I hate the fact that I have to take another trip the weekend before Christmas to Portland for my brother's wedding. I am absolutely terrified!!! I have been a good girl and stuck to my less exercise program, I wish I could go up but I don't want hubby to take it away completely. I am glad that I am no longer employed!! We closed our health club and that feels really good. It was getting to be like an alcoholic working in a bar. I just feel that it was hurting ed or helping it get worse. Anyway, I just had to vent out how a I am feeling!! I am just so tired of it all! I hope you all did better than I did on Thanksgiving!! Love you all, Sharon