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Not sure if im in the right place
| Thu, 12-18-2003 - 1:58pm |
Hi everyone i have problems with food you would never think cause i weigh 125lbs. I tend to eat and eat and eat until i wanna barf then go make myself barf this has been going on for months now dont really even know why i started i know it was wrong but i feel guilty when i eat yet when i eat i cant stop then the gulit over-whelms me then a go make myself puke
cant stay long hubby is home and he doesnt know .i need to come to grips with food and dont know how. i say everyday i will start tomorrow and tomorrow never come. I want to start eating healty but cant any advice or please point me to the right direction if im in the wrong place thanks in advance. please excuse typos
cant stay long hubby is home and he doesnt know .i need to come to grips with food and dont know how. i say everyday i will start tomorrow and tomorrow never come. I want to start eating healty but cant any advice or please point me to the right direction if im in the wrong place thanks in advance. please excuse typos
PS i posted in the over eating board as well and decided ill try here as im not sure where i need to be to start recovering. Dealing with a lot of deomon and this is one of them so if anyone can point me to teh right direction i would really apprecite it!
Last time i made myself puke was this morning and i sais this will be the last time but last time never comes for me i really need to stop. i dont even lose weight doing this i dont liek being 125lbs im use to be 115 but cant get there cause i need to eat yet when i eat i cant stop then when im done i fell guilty

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Hi There!
I totally agree with Michelle and the websites she gave you are great. The only thing I can add is that I would go see a therapist as soon as possible. You are deifintely in the right place and the reason you are not stopping, although you say you want to, is that you are not dealing with the emotions that lead you to overeat and purge. EDs are not about the food or our bodies, those are just things we use to cope with life.
It would also be good if you can open up to someone in your family, your husband maybe, and/or a good friend so you have some support there with you. And I could keep posting here to get support.
I hope this helps.
Love & hugs, Kristina
The opinions I have expressed here are from my own experience and are not intended as medical advice or to take the place of your own physician's advice.
Love & hugs, Kristina