self esteem problems, trigs
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self esteem problems, trigs
| Mon, 01-05-2004 - 6:01pm |
I am really struggling with my self esteem. I am feeling fat, old and ugly. Hubby has tried to get me out of this mood, but I think the holidays got the best of me. All the food and people as well as the babies that are not mine. I am a little depressed about not having kids either. I look in the mirror and all I see is yuck. Thank the good lord that tomorrow is therapy. I have been doing pretty good, but this past weekend just got to be too much with all the get togethers and parties with friends and family. I am glad the holidays only come once a year, even though I really love celebrating Jesus. I could do without the eating events. Anyway, I am in a little bit of a pity party I guess!! Thanks for listening and letting me vent a little!! Love you all!!
Sharon

HI Sharon - sorry you are feeling so down on yourself. I will pray that you will see yourself through God's eyes because I know how hard that is. I am struggling a bit myself right now. Not because of the holidays but because of PMS. It started this weekend and I was actually feeling pretty good at first, but since yesterday it's really bad. My lower back is killing me, I am incredibly swollen, and I typically feel depressed during that time. But the hardest part is that I just want to give in to my cravings for sweets and breads - so far I haven't.
I hope your session today will be great and that it will help you feel better. Remember (and I need to as well), this too shall pass. Please post later and let us know how you are feeling.
Love & hugs, Kristina
The opinions I have expressed here are from my own experience and are not intended as medical advice or to take the place of your own physician's advice.
Love & hugs, Kristina