Been up and down, trigs
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Been up and down, trigs
| Tue, 01-20-2004 - 5:46pm |
Last week I was so depressed that I felt like I was stuck in a hole and couldn't get out. My mom made me promise to start st. john's wart again and I did. Since I have started back, I have been feeling so much better. God has really helped me with this depression thing that keeps haunting me. Now, I am dealing with my body image, feeling fat and nasty these days. Just seems like I am going up and down and I know if I would just give it all to God I could be healed completely of this. I know I don't have to live like this the rest of my life, but somedays it just seems hopeless. The neat thing was that on Saturday my dad called me and said he was worried about his little girl. I admit it I am a daddy's girl. He told me to grab my bible and the book that I am writing and trust in God. Dad is pretty quiet about these things, but he is such a great dad and always has been. Anyway, I also want to tell you all to keep strong and fight with all you have and that you are all beautiful no matter what that devil tells you. Love you all!!!
Sharon

I am trying so hard to believe this but when I put clothes on and they are tight, it makes me a little sad but I am relying on God to help with this. I have come thru an amazing journey and I have to say, without God I could have never done it......hang in there Sharon, and you will get there. I am with you on this,
Takecare Luv Ally xxxx
Hi - I just wanted to send some encouraging thoughts as well. You both are doing SO great. Remember that it took you long time to get to where you are so you are not going to change overnight. Even when we start to realize that our bodies are ok, or that they are not as important as we make them out to be, that doesn't mean the feelings associated with that immediately follow.
God understands and sometimes God knows we can't let go - yet. But when the time is right, and that's always God's timing, we will let go.
Just keep doing exactly what you are doing and healing will come. Recovery is possible with God. I am praying for both of you as well as the rest of the women on this board.
Love & hugs, Kristina
The opinions I have expressed here are from my own experience and are not intended as medical advice or to take the place of your own physician's advice.
Love & hugs, Kristina