So sad :(

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Registered: 07-21-2004
So sad :(
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Sun, 09-05-2004 - 10:22pm
Hey girls,

I could really use a hug right now. It's Sunday night of the long weekend and I'm sitting at home with nothing to do and no one to hang out with. I hate this. why dont' people want to hang out with me? A friend of mine from school was supposed to call me tonight and we were gonna get together, but that obviously didn't happen. I'm so sick of this. why don't people like spending with me? When I see people out and stuff they act so friendly, and I think we have a pretty good time, but that's it. No one ever calls to say, hey, you wanna hang out or whatever. it makes me feel like I'm not fun to be with, like I'm not a good friend. I know that I have changed since ED walked into my life, but i didn't think I changed that much. I feel like I have no one sometimes. I dont' even have a best friend. And it seems to me that my entire life came crashing down after my ex ended our relationship. I feel like I loser. I was spending time with my cousin and her roommates today (they just moved here for school) and it made me feel so sad. She has so many close friends that care so much about her. I don't feel like I have that. I just want to start a new life all over again. I don't like the life I'm living right now. All I want is to have good friends who care about me and want to be with me. This shouldn't be hard to find, but for some reason it is :(

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Registered: 04-16-2003
In reply to: cdn_grrl
Mon, 09-06-2004 - 3:14am
Totally relate! I was planning on spending time with a gal that I have been close friends with for over 20 years and it just didn't happen. She flew into town this weekend and we planned on hooking up and she never called. It's not the first time it's happened either )o: I keep thinking the same... like what's wrong with me?

HUGE HUGS!!!!

Michelle

 

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Registered: 03-25-2003
In reply to: cdn_grrl
Mon, 09-06-2004 - 4:07pm

Hey Girl,


I wish I COULD give you a real hug. I am so sorry you are having a hard time. Sorry I haven't responded sooner but our internet access at home has been down.


Hey, have you thought about calling others and seeing if they want to get together? Maybe while you are wishing they would call, they would appreciate hearing from you? I know it's not that easy but sometimes we have to make the first move.


I hope you are feeling better by the time you get this.

Love & hugs, Kristina


The opinions I have expressed here are from my own experience and are not intended as medical advice or to take the place of your own physician's advice.

Love & hugs, Kristina