Almost passed out over the weekend
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Almost passed out over the weekend
| Mon, 10-25-2004 - 5:32pm |
Several times I became weak to the point of almost collapsing. Between not eating and not sleeping enough for the last few days my body let me know I had to do something. I still haven't been sleeping right with all the stress I am going through, but today I have eaten.... not enough, but I have eaten. I have lost weight in the last 2 weeks. I am losing it quickly... my clothes fall off. It makes me sickeningly happy yet sad at the same time. )o: I have been seeing my counselor once a week, but I feel like I need to see her everyday lately.... I am still not handling the fact that the man I have lived with for 14 years decided he doesn't love me anymore and wants to move out.... I have till Sunday to find a place and pack and go )o: We told my son Friday, he isn't too happy either... at least he is 18, but it doesn't take his pain away )O:
Thanks for letting me vent... it helps me stay together
Hugs, Michelle
Oh, my soon to be ex boyfriend doesn't like short hair on women, so guess what I did Saturday? Chin length bob with layers. I love it!!! Freedom!!!!!!

Just remember, starving yourself bc your ex is an idiot isn't fair to YOU- it hurts YOURSELF, not him. It's passive, you know what I mean? Tell him how you feel, or talk to a friend, or paint, whatever- that way you express your hurt and anger without harming your body.
Good luck to you! Never give up!
<3 Ruby
Hi Michelle,
I have to agree with Ruby, but of course you already know about hurting yourself more than anybody by starving yourself. Unfortunately that doesn't make it easier, but try to keep it in mind when you decide NOT to eat. Try to feel your pain and go through it - it's the only way out. Grieving is a process, so give yourself time to heal and by kind to yourself. This is a time to focus on YOU and lean on others. I am glad you came here to share. I will pray for you.
Love & hugs, Kristina
The opinions I have expressed here are from my own experience and are not intended as medical advice or to take the place of your own physician's advice.
Love & hugs, Kristina