in need of support

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Registered: 11-06-2004
in need of support
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Wed, 12-28-2005 - 7:55pm
I am back. Am not doing well at all. I have started seeing a therapist but I am still severely depressed and b/ping or not eating much. Everyday either my stomach hurts or I feel nausea. I can't eat normal anymore. It is starting to affect work and my relationships again. I feel so hopeless. I hate myself. The past holidays have been awful. So glad they are over (still have to get through New Years). I don’t know what to do with myself. I am so sick. What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I stop? Why am I hurting myself like this? I feel so alone.I feel so depressed, it scares me.
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Registered: 09-06-2005
Thu, 12-29-2005 - 2:06pm

Hi there blondbomshel,


I want you to try to relax a little -- look, this stuff is HARD.

 

 

~Diana~

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Registered: 09-06-2005
Thu, 12-29-2005 - 2:12pm

Another note to you:

 

 

~Diana~

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Registered: 11-06-2004
Sat, 01-07-2006 - 11:16am
Thanks for replying. Your words are very encouraging. To update, I ended up having a panic attack on new years eve. Luckily, I wasn't alone...my boyfriend was with me. This was the third panic attack I'ved had in my life. The next day I broke down to my family and told them the truth... that for the past few months I had relapsed. My parents said they suspected something was wrong and are willing to help me. I was so afraid to tell them because I thought they would be angry. I am so grateful for their support.Now that I have the support of my boyfriend and family, I am hopeful to get back to myself.
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Registered: 09-06-2005
Sat, 01-07-2006 - 11:52pm

What good news!

 

 

~Diana~