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| Sat, 01-21-2006 - 1:59am |
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I really feel like I'm ready for recovery. I've weighed this option before. It seems I go on and off about it. I've been in the off mode for a while now and haven't visited this board because of the guilt I guess. I'm miserable though. I don't know if the ED is causing this but I'm depressed all the time, feel like crying, and I'm just sick of this. Last night, after restricting for a couple of weeks, I had a huge binge. It was awful. My husband was freaking out and told me to stop. He couldn't believe I was eating so much and was worried something would happen. I still wasn't even full. I hate purging but do it anyway. I feel like such a freak. Where do I start to get help? I feel like I'm inbetween a rock and a hard place.I don't have insurance. Any help or advice is appreciated. Thanks. ~Jenny

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(((banjjo)))
Hi there girl -- a question -- did you make the OEA meeting yet?
I know God is so sad to see me do this. I know he wants me to get help. I have to do my part.
If you have a faith, the thing to do is to ask God for help, for the willingness to get help, for His strength to carry you when you are feeling weak.
~Diana~
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