Getting Worse

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Getting Worse
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Fri, 02-17-2006 - 8:28am

I know I am getting worse instead of better. I think the bulimia is giving way to anorexia. I am skipping more and more meals. I think it's because my hubby called me on the bulimia and said I MUST quit or he would put me back in the hospital. I haven't eaten since yesterday at 10:30 in the morning and I don't feel hungry anymore. I purged what I did eat yesterday. I feel as though I am spinning out of control and can't stop. I am constantly dizzy and feel weak. I still haven't lost a any real amount of weight so I don't think it's from that. Actually I am at my highest weight in two years. And that is over what the doctors say I should weigh. Right now so much is going on. My hubby is laid off we are in the middle of moving back to Florida and our only mode of transportation broke down yesterday. It is all too much. I am trying to leave it all in God's hands but I just feel so out of control of my life and I know this is what triggered this to happen. But I can't see a way to gain control again. I am sorry to be such a downer. This is the only place I can tell the truth.


Sincerely,


Julie

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Registered: 09-06-2005
In reply to: jukie33
Fri, 02-17-2006 - 11:28am

Hi Julie,


Lots going on with you I see.

 

 

~Diana~