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| Sun, 03-05-2006 - 7:00pm |
Hi All,
I'm currently in treatment for Anorexia at a local pyc. hospital. It has been an emtional first week as I get used to eatting once again. Some foods make me feel bad, but because of my health I am back to eating them. Hopefully I am putting on weight and will be out soon. I won't know because I have let go of looking at the number on the scale. But, once I am done I will be going on a wonderful vaction to my wonderful vaction spot. I can't wait!!!
While in treatment this time I realized that I no longer wanted to starve myself. I was done with this behavor. Well, as of that day I have stopped. (Even on the weekend when I am on my own.) I feel like this is once and truly done. It is over and I am about to begin the rest of my life. Though I am having trouble getting in the water, so getting it in will be my next step. This freedom feels wonderful!!!!! And I am so glad that God has lifted it from me. ~Anna
I'm currently in treatment for Anorexia at a local pyc. hospital. It has been an emtional first week as I get used to eatting once again. Some foods make me feel bad, but because of my health I am back to eating them. Hopefully I am putting on weight and will be out soon. I won't know because I have let go of looking at the number on the scale. But, once I am done I will be going on a wonderful vaction to my wonderful vaction spot. I can't wait!!!
While in treatment this time I realized that I no longer wanted to starve myself. I was done with this behavor. Well, as of that day I have stopped. (Even on the weekend when I am on my own.) I feel like this is once and truly done. It is over and I am about to begin the rest of my life. Though I am having trouble getting in the water, so getting it in will be my next step. This freedom feels wonderful!!!!! And I am so glad that God has lifted it from me. ~Anna

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I am glad that you like the board and that posting here is helping you out. I know that it's helped me a lot in my own healing. It wasn't on this board but other ones, and the ladies on the boards I posted played a big role.
Lots of hugs,
P.
Know also that when you share, you help others too ;)
Hope to hear from you soon
~Diana~
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