This Week...
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| Sun, 03-12-2006 - 11:26pm |
Hello All,
This weekend wasn't the greatest... I purged so much on Saturday that after the last time I purged I ended up curled up in a ball in my bed clutching a pillow and in more pain than I think I have ever experienced. That's never happened before - it was a huge wake-up call for me, and made me realize just how out of control I've become...
That being said - I leave tomorrow night (Monday) to go on a ski trip with a bunch of teenagers from my old church... My desire is to make it the entire week without purging. I know it will be tough because I will not have complete control over what we eat during most meals, but I also realize that I can't keep doing this! I am thinking that I may tell the youth minister's wife since I will be rooming with her on the trip - she is a great friend and encouragement, and she's a nurse so she understands ED's - but I don't know... Maybe I'll just tell her if i really start struggling.
Anyway, I needed to share that goal since I have found that I am more likely to succeed at keeping a goal that I make public! If anyone has any advice for making it through the week I'm open to it! I may or may not have internet access on the trip - if not, I will post again when I get back in town next Saturday. I hope you all have a good week!

Hi there --
A ski trip!
~Diana~
Diane has given you some really good advice and insight, Pinkdaisy, so I'm going to give you hugs and wish you a very happy and successful skiing trip!
Enjoy each moment as it comes, my friend.