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My weekend
| Mon, 03-13-2006 - 4:20pm |
Just wanted to let you guys know that I did well this weekend and was able to eat 100%. It was a really hard weekend with regards to eatting I felt sick. And yesterday I just did not want to eat. Today has been better. It is easier to eat within the program. I'm still feeling sick, but I want so badly to be well that I just will myself to eat, and lucky I can do it. My mood is kinda down and I just feel sad. I think old stuff is getting stired up. It just makes me feel sad, deeply sad. I'm talking about it with my T, and hope that I can resolve some of these issues so I don't have to carry this old pain in my heart.

Oh God bless you -- that tugged my heart and I know so well what you mean with the deep sadness, remember you are going *through* the pain and will come out the other side bit by bit.
I feel pride for you at following the plan, for letting yourself eat.
~Diana~
((((((Anna)))))),
I am admiring you right now. I am realizing how difficult this week-end must have been for you, and yet you succeeded to eat 100%. You, my friend, are a very strong and courageous woman.
I, too, know about deep sadness that weighs heavy in the heart. I am glad that you are talking about this with your T. I am confident that you will resolve what you have to resolve.
Edited 3/14/2006 4:58 pm ET by joyfulsoul
Anna, sorry I never saw this!
~Diana~