My weekend

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Registered: 07-14-2003
My weekend
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Mon, 03-13-2006 - 4:20pm
Just wanted to let you guys know that I did well this weekend and was able to eat 100%. It was a really hard weekend with regards to eatting I felt sick. And yesterday I just did not want to eat. Today has been better. It is easier to eat within the program. I'm still feeling sick, but I want so badly to be well that I just will myself to eat, and lucky I can do it. My mood is kinda down and I just feel sad. I think old stuff is getting stired up. It just makes me feel sad, deeply sad. I'm talking about it with my T, and hope that I can resolve some of these issues so I don't have to carry this old pain in my heart.
In Love and Peace, Anna
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Registered: 09-06-2005
In reply to: joyfulsoul
Mon, 03-13-2006 - 6:37pm

Oh God bless you -- that tugged my heart and I know so well what you mean with the deep sadness, remember you are going *through* the pain and will come out the other side bit by bit.


I feel pride for you at following the plan, for letting yourself eat.

 

 

~Diana~

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Registered: 03-19-2003
In reply to: joyfulsoul
Tue, 03-14-2006 - 5:51am

((((((Anna)))))),


I am admiring you right now. I am realizing how difficult this week-end must have been for you, and yet you succeeded to eat 100%. You, my friend, are a very strong and courageous woman.


I, too, know about deep sadness that weighs heavy in the heart. I am glad that you are talking about this with your T. I am confident that you will resolve what you have to resolve.




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In reply to: joyfulsoul
Tue, 03-14-2006 - 8:36am
Thanks for your wonderful uplifting post. The food plan is based on exchanges. Milk, meat, fruit, Veg, starch, fat...I don't have my numbers for each meorized. But I know I have 3 milks. If you are intersted I can get you the numbers. Let me know if you are.


Edited 3/14/2006 4:58 pm ET by joyfulsoul
In Love and Peace, Anna
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In reply to: joyfulsoul
Tue, 03-14-2006 - 8:42am
Thanks for your post! Yes I think resolution is in the cards. Healing is going to happen now. I kind of with I never had anything to heal from, but then if I did I would not be the person I am today, and I like this person. I think because of the pain and abuse of my childhood I have learned graditude for the here and now. I am greatful to be out of it, and on my way to being joyous, happy and free.~*Anna
In Love and Peace, Anna
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In reply to: joyfulsoul
Tue, 03-21-2006 - 4:40pm

Anna, sorry I never saw this!

 

 

~Diana~