Learning to be normal
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| Sat, 04-01-2006 - 10:55pm |
Hi
I am obsessed with my food and my weight. I want to start eating like a normal person but Im afraid to because everybody loves me and compliments me for being so small and cute. Im only 5 feet tall, I have a very slow metabolism, and Im a commercial print model. I feel alot of pressure to stay very skinny, and I know if i gain any weight people around me would be so happy to see that because they are jelous (I know that sounds weird but its true, its part of the reason i developed and eating disorder) I am begining to enjoy eating real meals, and i think its important I do because i take alot of medication for anti depression and anxiety, I want to be able to enjoy life and have a meal out with my boyfriend and not eat rabbit food without worrying about losing my body and having people dislike me. I have such low self esteem when I gain weight. Any advice?

Love & hugs, Kristina
Love & hugs, Kristina
Hi there pbs :)
I don't have anything to add to what Kristina said about getting help, but I did notice something you have going for you, and that is a sense of humor -- noting your "cake" emoticon LOL -- ah you did it before I had a chance!
Please do come back often and post about how you are doing and how you are feeling --
~Diana~