I'm new

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Registered: 04-02-2006
I'm new
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Sun, 04-02-2006 - 7:49pm
I'm new and I'm tired. So tired that I don't think I have the energy to type out everything I want to say. I want answers. I want to know what's wrong with me. I know this sounds demanding. I don't know who else to talk to. No one understands. "Just eat!! You're so skinny!" I hear that phrase so much now a days that it almost makes me laugh. I just want to talk to someone who is going through what I'm going through. I need someone who more than understands. I need someone who is feeling the same things that I am. I'm 5'10" 110 lbs. I used to weigh 140 and everyone thought I was gorgeous. I see women who aren't like me. Who walk around with confidence in their size 4 and 6 jeans. And then there's me...size 0 to 2 who feels ugly no matter what size I'm in. I know I'm sick. I know there's a problem now. I just can't get over the wall emotionally to fix myself. And I've always been the only one who can fix me it seems. Now I just feel stuck. I also find it strange that for years I've cursed my period. Now I don't have one and it's safe to say that I miss it. Ha.
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Registered: 09-06-2005
In reply to: boneymaroni
Mon, 04-03-2006 - 10:16am

Hi there boney,


Welcome to the board.

 

 

~Diana~