I'm kinda scared-triggers
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I'm kinda scared-triggers
| Wed, 04-05-2006 - 2:34am |
My bf recently dumped me and I'm working through the depression of that and have joined a break-up board. So, I know what has trigger this, but I forgot how good it felt to really have control and redirect depression. I haven't had this problem in about 2 years. On on hand, I think that I need to be responsible and I have a lot of people who rely on me taking care of myself, and I think how selfish I'm being. I think about how I shouldn't allow myself to indulge. I've had about 1000 calories in the last 4 days, because I forced myself to do at least a little eating cause I was getting the shakes. I want to stay healthy, but I feel like I'm sinking and it feels good but scary.

Hi there bay,
I'm sorry that you are having to go through this time.
~Diana~
Thanks so much, bay
Good luck over Easter, bay -- I too am seeing relatives and have one sister that ... well let's just say she compares.
~Diana~