Dreading tomorrow.....
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| Sun, 07-16-2006 - 8:49pm |
And I know I shouldn't, but I am. It's going to be the last time I'll see my therapist before going inpatient, and I'm just worrying about how I'm going to cope without her. I've always had trouble opening up to anybody, but I've always been the most comfortable with her, and I want to go in with a better attitude than I did last time. I don't want to be seen as stubborn and difficult and unresponsive, like I was then labeled, but it's just SOOOO hard talking to other therapists and doctors and like really let them in like I know I should, in order to get the best help possible.
I know I'll get to talk to her over the phone while I'm in Kansas City, but still......
There's also the distance thing..... I'm almost 5 hours away from there, and it just kinda freaks me out to think of being that far away from her. Big baby, I know.
Does anyone have any suggestions on how I could better cope with this???? Thanks.....
Sarah

Hi Sarah,
The waiting is the worst part --
I think you won't be seen that way since you aren't in that place anymore.
~Diana~
Thanks Diana, you're an angel! Well, I saw her this afternoon and it wasn't quite as bad (emotional) as I had thought it would be. It was actually pretty nice. And you're exactly right - the waiting IS the hardest part, but I'll make it! :)
Thanks again!!
Sarah