Going inpatient tomorrow.......
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| Thu, 07-20-2006 - 10:56am |
And I'm freaking out right now. All sorts of questions going thru my mind, doubts, fears, just too much. I'm scared,I'll admit that. Exactly of what, I'm not sure. I've been to the same clinic before, so I kinda know what to expect, so I guess it's still the fear of a little bit of the unknown, along with knowing that this is a new beginning in this battle to let loose of Ed. I want it, but I don't, ya know? Same old love/hate relationship. Confusing......
But anyway, I got a call from the intake coordinator Tuesday, and she told me that they'd had an admission cancellation, and that if I wanted then I could come up Wednesday, today, or tomorrow, or even early next week. I picked Friday, just to give me a couple extra days. It all just happened so quick. I had thought that the soonest it was going to be would be this coming Monday or Tuesday, since I was told they normally don't do admissions in the middle or end of the week. I'm glad I'm going, but still a bit scared and nervous. I'll be leaving at 6:30 tomorrow morning to get to Kansas City by 11:00 AM, and will probably be gone around 3 weeks, but I will definitely be back on here when I get home. I just pray that this will be the turnaround point that I've been needing for too long. I know I'm not going to come out "cured" or completely changed,but hopefully something will spark inside of me to want to BEGIN to change. Take care, and I'll see you all soon!!
Sarah

Hi. Good luck!
wf
Hi Sarah. (((hugs))) I'm proud of you for taking this step in your recovery. It's going to be tough (and I know you're well aware of that), and that's why I think it's even more brave of you to take this step. Because you' ve been through it before you know what to expect and you've chosen to conciously take that step. Great job.
We look forward to your return from IP and I wish you all the best during your time there!
Love,
so_cal_runner
Hey Sarah!
I'm glad I saw this tonight -- as you may be gone when I'm up again!
I say dive in, go for it.
~Diana~
Welcome home, Sarah!
~Diana~
~Diana~