memoriesss

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Registered: 04-27-2004
memoriesss
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Mon, 09-04-2006 - 1:04am

hi i think i am bulimic, my mom got a job last year and i come home from school an d eat and throw up until she gets home.  i make cookies and eat them all and throw up and then i have to make more so she doesn't know, i fell so crazy. it started last summer i saw a choclate cake in the freezer and ate a lot, alot and tried to throw up but i couldn't so i practiced, i didn't know anyone else did this, i pull out my hair too, i walk to the store to get more ice cream too so no one notices, what do i do


i lost weight last spring, during lent and then wanted to loose more no one noticed all the weight i lost i thought they would be happy i was so fat.


 


 

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Registered: 09-01-2006
Mon, 09-04-2006 - 2:59pm
How long have you been practicing bulimic behaviors? Do you think your mother has noticed your bulimic behaviors? I have been doing everything that I can since the 7th grade to keep my friends and lovedones from finding out about my bulimic behaviors. Please try to remember that eventhough you are going through a difficult time right now you are not alone.
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Registered: 04-27-2004
Tue, 09-05-2006 - 2:29pm

th ank you for answering, no she doesnt know.

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Registered: 09-06-2005
Tue, 09-05-2006 - 2:51pm

Hello there short!

 

 

~Diana~

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Registered: 09-01-2006
Tue, 09-05-2006 - 4:58pm
My life is about the same except for the pregnancies. My younger brother is the only one who knows about my bulimic and anoerexic behaviors. I tried telling my mother once but I couldn't get the words out. I am so scared that if I tell her she will have a different perception/opinion of me. She will not trust me or confide in me like she has in the past. I am in the middle of studying for my LSAT which isn't as hard as I expected. I start classes in 15 days.
Krissy
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Registered: 04-27-2004
Fri, 09-08-2006 - 12:23pm

i am sorry i did not come back before, i cried at what you all