bulemic and miserable

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Registered: 11-08-2006
bulemic and miserable
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Tue, 12-05-2006 - 9:17pm
Hi...I was told that this message board might be helpful. I've been bulemic for 8 years and I really need help. It started in university and I'm now 27 and a mother and I really want to stop. I'm a compulsive overeater. I binge and purge several times a day. I don't enjoy food at all anymore. I just try to eat it as fast as possible. I barely even chew. I'll eat everything in sight until my stomach is so distended that I look 6 months pregnant, then purge...all the while feeling completely disgusted and ashamed of myself. I told my fiancee...he's the only one who knows. I was hoping that he would be a support to me, but he seems to be pretending that nothing is happening (when I go to the bathroom and run water in the tub after every meal he knows what I'm doing, but he doesn't call me on it). I'm so embarassed to have this problem. I feel so weak and miserable. I am so afraid that I'll pass these issues on to my daughter if I don't get help.

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Mon, 12-18-2006 - 2:13pm

It's good that you are recognizing your griggers Angela. That's a great first step.

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