I feel better already

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Registered: 01-11-2006
I feel better already
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Tue, 01-02-2007 - 3:52pm
I am so glad to have somewhere to vent w/out the added shame of eye contact. I have been bulimic for about 15 yrs. There are good days and bad and even good weeks and bad weeks.Its to the point in my disorder taht I rarely even binge anymore.I just will purge up to 4-5 times per day and then eat a normal serving again.I am finally going to see someone but I hate the thought of MORE people knowing about this disgusting side of me. My husband knows and I am so ashamed I feel like everyday he comes home and wonders if I have been purging. Of course he and his whole family is normal weight and has no issues with food( other issues but not with food) LOL. Binging to me at this point is just exhausting but I cant seem to stop purging.
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Registered: 09-06-2005
Tue, 01-02-2007 - 10:57pm

Hi there kikiblpn!

 

 

~Diana~

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Registered: 01-11-2006
Wed, 01-03-2007 - 7:26am

I saw a doc yesterday.I needed a general practioner any way and told him all the "junk" and we decided to start lexapro and i will have blood work done later this week. The therepist I am scheduling today the sooner the better.
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Registered: 09-06-2005
Thu, 01-04-2007 - 11:43am

Hi kiki,


This is good news.

 

 

~Diana~