Sigh... need some back up...

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Registered: 11-05-2006
Sigh... need some back up...
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Sat, 01-27-2007 - 6:41pm
I had not engaged in any ed behavior besides being calorie obsessed so far in 2007. Then today, I purged. I ate too much- not even a binge, just too much and it made me so anxious I threw it up. I didn't need to. I didn't feel sick and the way I ate wasn't unhealthy or weird (binge-like) but I just ate too many calories and freaked out. I am mad at myself for going almost a month w/out purging and now messing that up. What's really sick is that what I am most upset about is that I don't know if I threw EVERYTHING up. I know, I know, that's part of the disorder, but I am more worried that I didn't get it all.
Can some one talk to me? Empathy? Sympahty? Yell at me? Something...
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Registered: 12-13-2006
Sun, 01-28-2007 - 10:29am

Well, I'm not going to yell at you.

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Registered: 09-06-2005
Wed, 01-31-2007 - 5:50pm

Hi Lily,


I know.

 

 

~Diana~