Still not doing well with eating

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Still not doing well with eating
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Wed, 01-31-2007 - 7:17am
I've entered the binge mode of my eating disorder (ED-NOS) and have been unsuccessful at purging. I don't know why it's so hard now when it was so easy in the hospital. Anyway that's negative thinking. I get really guilty after a b/p and I don't know if I'm feeling guilty for bingeing, for trying to purge (which would counter the work i've done) or as sick as it is, mad because I was unable to purge. KWIM?

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Fri, 02-02-2007 - 1:10pm

Hey Amanda!


My best advice to you is to push forward. I know it's so much easier said than done but you can't dwell on that event. Dwelling on that event will only bring on more guilt and the cycle starts all over again. Try to look forward and push yourself to move beyond that moment.


Good luck!

Catherine


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Registered: 09-06-2005
Tue, 02-06-2007 - 11:41am

Hi Amanda,


I wasn't sure how to be of help here, sure glad Catherine came in.


To tell you the truth, yes, I have known what you mean about being unable to purge.

 

 

~Diana~