Another bad day (possible triggers)
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Another bad day (possible triggers)
| Fri, 03-09-2007 - 7:10pm |
I had another bad day today. My husband and I are really stressed out with him applying to law school and wondering how on earth we are going to manage the kids and work and school all at once. Well this triggered an episode for me. I sat myself down in the kitchen and ate all the leftovers in the fridge (gross). Then I ate like 6 oatmeal cream pies...... I purged so bad that I had a pretty bad nose bleed, its always scary to look down and see blood dripping into the toilet. It seems like stress is a killer to me, my ED doesnt seem to be just about appearance which is so insane to me. I am sick of this and I know I need to see a professional but that would mean I need to admit I have a problem to my family, and i just cant do that. They wouldnt understand and they would just tell me to knock it off, when I drop hints or bring up the subject they all give me the same response, that its all for attention. If I wanted to get attention then why am I so ashamed of myself and hiding this from them. Its so frustrating, oh well, maybe one day it will pass on its own.............

Hi Evie,
Wow you are going through a lot.
Eating disorders are not about appearance at all.
~Diana~