How was your week?

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Registered: 09-06-2005
How was your week?
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Fri, 03-23-2007 - 4:39pm

How'd it go ... work wise, play wise, recovery wise?


Are you looking forward to the weekend?


 

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~Diana~

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Registered: 02-12-2007
Sat, 03-24-2007 - 11:09pm

I've not been doing very good. Last time I went to the doctor I gained 2 pounds so now it's really hard for me to eat. I feel very fat lately. If I forget to eat one of my snacks I think, well, last week I gained 2 pounds so it won't hurt me that much. Idk. I'm just having a hard time eating. I'm kind of sick of eating. I just want to eat what I want and when I want without making sure I eat 1700 calories a day. I wish I didn't have to eat a lot to maintain or gain weight. I'm suposed to gain 5 pounds in all but I don't want to. I feel big enough as it is! They were going to make me gain 15 pounds but we comprimised on a lower weight. I should be happy about that. But right now I just want to be thinner. I want to lose weight. I just hate my body so much.

~Alex~

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Sun, 03-25-2007 - 3:25pm
I haven't been doing well.. I'm definitely falling back into bulimia.. I've binged and purged frequently.. and I've been exercising more. I'm still trying to eat better though, and I'm taking my meds and my multivitamin (which is quite an accomplishment for me). Work and school were fine, I actually went to most of my classes, though I've been feeling out of breath at work again. Hopefully this new week I'll do better.
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Registered: 11-25-2003
Sun, 03-25-2007 - 4:05pm

What a wacky week for me. There were highs and lows. I slipped up and started by skipping breakfast on Tuesday. I got back on the horse and did eat all 3 meals the rest of the week, but... I am slipping into old habits of substituting low calorie foods in place of higher calorie foods and I am meticulously counting calories again. Also, now that the weather is warmer, I am planning more excessive exercise. I weighed myself again on Saturday and the 2 pounds I lost is still off me. I realized that since February of 2006, when I officially was labeled anorexic, I have really only gained about 4 pounds. I hit a low of 80 pounds around that time, but I didn't hold at that weight, so I suspect it was water fluctuations. I held steady at 83 pounds, and now am holding at 87 pounds. I hate this. I only feel safe and content when my stomach is flat and I know I have eaten less than 1100 calories. What a crappy way to live...

Ilse

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Registered: 09-06-2005
Tue, 03-27-2007 - 10:56am

 

 

~Diana~

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Registered: 09-06-2005
Tue, 03-27-2007 - 11:10am

Hi there (((((Ilse)))))


Yep it can really be crappy at times can't it!

 

 

~Diana~

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Registered: 09-06-2005
Tue, 03-27-2007 - 11:47am

Hopefully this new week I'll do better.


(((((Akasha)))))


I hope this week is better so far ... did you make any kind of plan for yourself to stay safe?


I hope the meds start helping you.

 

 

~Diana~