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How was your week?
| Fri, 03-23-2007 - 4:39pm |
How'd it go ... work wise, play wise, recovery wise?
Are you looking forward to the weekend?
~~Diana~~
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I've not been doing very good. Last time I went to the doctor I gained 2 pounds so now it's really hard for me to eat. I feel very fat lately. If I forget to eat one of my snacks I think, well, last week I gained 2 pounds so it won't hurt me that much. Idk. I'm just having a hard time eating. I'm kind of sick of eating. I just want to eat what I want and when I want without making sure I eat 1700 calories a day. I wish I didn't have to eat a lot to maintain or gain weight. I'm suposed to gain 5 pounds in all but I don't want to. I feel big enough as it is! They were going to make me gain 15 pounds but we comprimised on a lower weight. I should be happy about that. But right now I just want to be thinner. I want to lose weight. I just hate my body so much.
~Alex~
What a wacky week for me. There were highs and lows. I slipped up and started by skipping breakfast on Tuesday. I got back on the horse and did eat all 3 meals the rest of the week, but... I am slipping into old habits of substituting low calorie foods in place of higher calorie foods and I am meticulously counting calories again. Also, now that the weather is warmer, I am planning more excessive exercise. I weighed myself again on Saturday and the 2 pounds I lost is still off me. I realized that since February of 2006, when I officially was labeled anorexic, I have really only gained about 4 pounds. I hit a low of 80 pounds around that time, but I didn't hold at that weight, so I suspect it was water fluctuations. I held steady at 83 pounds, and now am holding at 87 pounds. I hate this. I only feel safe and content when my stomach is flat and I know I have eaten less than 1100 calories. What a crappy way to live...
Ilse
~Diana~
Hi there (((((Ilse)))))
Yep it can really be crappy at times can't it!
~Diana~
Hopefully this new week I'll do better.
(((((Akasha)))))
I hope this week is better so far ... did you make any kind of plan for yourself to stay safe?
I hope the meds start helping you.
~Diana~