struggling..
Find a Conversation
| Thu, 05-31-2007 - 2:59pm |
first of all i just want to say WHAT A RELIEF that this site has a place for this because if it didn't then i'd still feel like i was alone in this!
anyways.. well ive always struggled with my weight and lately(ok well for years) my mind has been soo engrossed on my weight/appearance that it consumes me..There's not ionce part of the day where i'm not obsessing.. I had my daughter 5 months ago and soo far have lost 26 pounds of it.. i had gotten down to lower bur i messed up and gained a few pounds back.. I have a wedding i have to be in on july 28th and am dreading it because well WHAT IF I'M NOT DOWN TO MY GOAL WEIGHT? what if i have to get another dress? ohmigoodness guys it's horrible.. I'm soo crazy with this that i feel like if i eat anything with any remote fat that i will gain a TON of weight.. Like today uugghh i woke up and had a bowl of cereal and tried not to eat too much but than i had microwave popcorn and a bunch of tootsie rolls and now i feel greasy fat and nasty and can't stop thiking about how much bigger i am.. HELP.. i hope someone can relate!
jess

Hello dazzlemefunkedelic (neat name)!
Welcome to the board! I'm so
Hi Jess!
~Diana~