Its a scary thing....
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Its a scary thing....
| Wed, 06-06-2007 - 2:37pm |
Yea when I first found out my mom had breast cancer my sister called me and told me. It had to be the sariest thing I have ever heard of or gone through. When she told me...I just brok down and sobbed uncontrollable. Right now Im living 5 hours away from my mother and all family that I have. A big part of me wishes it was me that had it. My mom has gone through so much in her life and it seemed like everything started going right for a while. Then this. She had the masectomy a month ago. They gave her a protein test to tell whether or not it was still possible she could get the cancer back. Well she got the results and she starts chemo in a couple weeks. Her and my sister went and picked out the wig yesterday. I wish there was something I could do, but there isnt. I hate that there isnt anything I can do but sit and wait and hope that it goes away and doesnt come back. I was just reading some facts and even if you do get chemo there is like a five-year life expectancy. Ohh dear god...this cant be happening. I just dont know how to deal with it. My great-grandmother died from breast cancer and it runs in my family. I dont want to think like that but when it's the word "cancer" its hard not to. Im living with my boyfriend now and I cant talk to him about this, he really doesnt understand what its like. And I hope that he never has to, but i just need someone to talk to that understands and can help me.

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I am sending you positive thoughts and prayers.