My Grief Process

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Registered: 08-14-2007
My Grief Process
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Wed, 06-25-2008 - 10:36am

Waking, quaking, shaking.  Stand up on my feet.  Stepping, stopping, dropping.  My confusing limbs compete. 


Scanning, planning, fanning.  The headache starts to warm.  Writing, fighting, biting.  Overwhelming takes my arm. 


Exhausted and accosted.  Splashing in the lost.  Perilous, vicious purpose.  The icy, daily frost. 


Tears, fears, cheers.  Ever changing mood.  Lying, crying prying.  Greiving is so crude. 


Loosing, bruising, choosing.  Move on despite the pain.  Have to, have to, have to.  Desperation must be slain. 


Wishing waiting, weeping.  Wanting to be new.  Pushing, pulling, praying.  Seeking what to do. 


Breating deep, breathing long.  What is needed now?  Hazy, crazy, lazy.  Trying to find how. 


Drinking, thinking, winking.  Glimpse of smile to come.  Grieving while believing.  Love will overtake the numb. 


Listening, looking, laughing.  Healing tools emurge.  Outside, inside, seaside.  Memories begin to surge. 


Straining, gaining, attaining.  I will soon be strong.  Remove, improve, groove.  Dance.  It won't be long. 


Sunny, funny, honey.  Sweet smells of hope.  Smiles, trials, miles.  Hands to help me cope. 


Loved one, dear one, sweet one.  All of you so near.  Hands, hugs, hearts.  Assurance made so clear. 


 Increase peace.  Release.  Today I can enjoy.  Let go.  Let be.  Let's see.  This dark I can destroy.

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Registered: 04-30-2000
Wed, 06-25-2008 - 11:00am

Thank you so much for sharing!!!

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Registered: 09-06-2007
Wed, 06-25-2008 - 9:58pm

That is beautiful!!!!


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Registered: 04-08-2008
Tue, 07-01-2008 - 11:36am
Thank you so very much for sharing, you hit the nail on the head with this one.
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Registered: 08-14-2007
Mon, 07-07-2008 - 2:04am
Hey, there, Hope2b777.