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| Sat, 09-13-2008 - 11:41pm |
Hi.
My mom was daignosed with lung cancer a year ago, which she went to two chemotherapies and one radiation and everything was okay' But than after exactly a year, she got brain cancer and since than she has been getting worst. She is still coherent in some ways. She was given only one treatment of radiation , acccording to the doctor, only one time it can given. The whole ordeal, since i take care of her, is watching my mother become so weak and fragile, to what before she was a strong and active person. I watch her day and night, go thru suffering and pain, and my emotions have gone to where i am the one crying inside for some miracle to happen and my mom to bypass this and for her to be back to herself. How can this world be so cruel and allow for so much pain, not only on the person itself, but on the ones that love that person. How do you survive and forget all this when its over? I can never forget all this and having to see my mother go thru this is something that i can never forget and this will make my life more unbearable each day after she is gone? I too am dying inside of hurt, anger and pain?

I watched my mom die with uterine cancer.