Had to throw away my milk
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|Mon, 06-01-2009 - 3:40pm|
so I had to throw away the very little amount that I pumped this weekend.
I was at once every other day and then on friday i was very sick, crazy sick... and did not pump. I went to the dr's . i had an abscessed tonsil. I was having fevers and chills ( I mean I was so freaking cold and then so freaking hot) muscle and joint pain
I was given a shot in the butt (full of what I don't know) and antiB and steroids. w/ all that in my system I could not give him my milk, even though I had not pump since Wed and it was now Saturday, my boobs were fine, since I knew I could not give him any milk I only pumped like 12 mins and hardly got anything and did not even blink an eye at dumping it.
I think I am now Ok w/ HUTH... I think I have HUTH. before now I was just weaning, but now I am HUTH!
any I guess for you ladies... I'll tell my dark secret about why my tonsil got all jacked up... the funny thing is I told my best friend and she was like.. OMG I do the same thing, mind you we have talked about all kinds of stuff, embarrassing sex stuff, but this.. what I am about to confess to you all was so embarrassing that we had never talked about this...
Some times I get tonsil stones (icky build up of plaque and post nasal drip and gross mouth stuff) and it can collect in the groves of your tonsils and some times get stuck and sit for a little while until it's ready to pop out on their own.. I know so gross. Well I have a habit of poking at them w/ sharp metal dental tools. I have done this for years.. I am normally careful .. i know.. I know.. so gross... well my throat kind felt funny and I look and saw nothing, but I had it in my head that there must be one! and I was gonna find it... normally I'll poke it only if I see one, just help it pop out.