i want a pinpal...

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Registered: 04-20-2007
i want a pinpal...
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Sat, 09-15-2007 - 10:58pm

or something like that. i feel as if to all my family and friends i am always complaining and having bad days i would love to have some one who understands and wil also vent to me some times so i feel as if i am atleast helping somone. does anyone else feel like this. just one person who you could call and just vent to or cry with i mean i love my husband dearly but he isn't as emotional or depressed as i am. i just feel i am making everyone else upset or something. no one in my family understand every one gets pregnant fine everyone has ooops pregnancies or they can say i want to be pregnant in august and do it! it just isnt fair. see i feel like i am just always mad always venting always depressed. and i feel all alone!

Loving wife since March 26, 2005!

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Thu, 09-20-2007 - 6:36pm

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Hello and Welcome!


I understand the need for the one person who truly understands.

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Registered: 09-20-2007
Thu, 09-20-2007 - 11:48pm

Hello lotsoflovetogoaround,


Julie

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Fri, 09-21-2007 - 12:00am

Wow I can't believe how much we have in common. My husband and istarted foster care also! we were hoping to adopt but it is just not filling the hole inside of me. I just want that baby so bad. I feel like i had it once and just wish i could get it back.

Loving wife since March 26, 2005!

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Registered: 12-02-2006
Fri, 09-21-2007 - 6:24pm

I completely understand.

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Fri, 09-21-2007 - 6:47pm
I am so sorry to hear that. that makes me so sad. well any time you need me just let me know email me anytime! i think we should have a chat room or soemthing like once a week that would be so good. good luck to you! *hugs*

Loving wife since March 26, 2005!

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Fri, 09-21-2007 - 11:21pm

Janis,


Julie

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Fri, 09-21-2007 - 11:33pm

Well right now we have twin 2 year olds. We are having fun with them and it does help fill some of the hole just because it takes alot of time and I try to have so much fun with them to hopefully fill their lives with joy. They are the sweetest kids ever but I still want MY baby. My husband is like your husband. He tries to be so understand (though he never will completely understand) everytime I cry he just holds me and he tells me that he doesn't care what happens he will be there for me and he will love any child we have or get. I still would like to keep doing foster care and maybe adopt but I would love to have my own child also. It has been my dream forever. I live in Texas. I want to move sometimes cause everyone in my family is so fertile and so they think i am making such a big deal about this. I am like "ok 2 years! 2 years i have been doing this and you are just throwing it in my face!" When I had my mc after 8 months of trying my grandmah said to me "you will get over soon and you will pregnant again real fast" Ugg that made me so mad. I don't know it is just hard in my family. I am so glad to have someone who understand the foster care thing. It is tough. I am really glad to find you though! It really helps.


Loving wife since March 26, 2005!

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Fri, 09-21-2007 - 11:34pm

always the aunt,


Julie

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Fri, 09-21-2007 - 11:47pm

Janis,


Julie

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Registered: 04-20-2007
Sat, 09-22-2007 - 12:11am

Always the aunt.


I really hope you are doing ok! I have been thinking about you since i read your post and just wondering if you are feeling any better so let me know. I know it is so hard and for me when things like that happen it gets me down for like a week. I wish there was more I could do for everyone I wish none of us had to go through this. Let me know how you are and If you need to vent anymore!


Loving wife since March 26, 2005!

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