Tired of Clomid and Full of Indecision

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Registered: 10-07-2007
Tired of Clomid and Full of Indecision
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Sun, 10-07-2007 - 11:05pm
Hi All,  I'm new to the board.  I was just so down tonight that I thought I'd see what support was available.  I am blessed to have an almost 6 year old and I have been trying for #2 for 2 years now.  I've done Clomid about 6 months and I'm so tired of it.  I get moody and very crampy with ovulation but the worst part is getting my hopes up and then being disappointed every month, even though I try not to be.  I feel I have done a great disservice to my child by not having him a sibling though I know many onlies who do just fine.  I go back and forth between wanting to aggresively keep trying to wanting to completely give up because of my age (37) and weight.   I know I have been very fortunate to have one baby and my heart breaks for those of you having such difficulty ttc #1.   I am just at the point where I'm really stuck..do I aggressively move forward with whatever the next steps are and take chances that my body can handle it or do I give up.  Seems like I can only identify extreme options.  Any advice, support is very welcome!  Thanks!  Chucker
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Registered: 05-14-2006
Mon, 10-08-2007 - 1:22am

(((((HUGS))))) to you.

~ Jessica


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Registered: 10-07-2007
Mon, 10-08-2007 - 8:40am

Thank you very much.

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Registered: 10-07-2007
Mon, 10-08-2007 - 10:20am

Hi,


I know how you feel about feeling lucky that you have one already when there are people out there that can't conceive one.

Jess (35)


Happily Married for 8 years and Loving Mom to an amazing 5 year old little girl conceived on second IUI.


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