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|Thu, 07-10-2008 - 10:18am|
I would like to start this off by saying DH and I have been doing great lately but last night he thought I was picking a fight with him. Granted we were getting ready to go to be so we were both a little toucher then normal.
I told him while his mother was in town that we were getting close to O and he needed to start thinking about eating better and cuting out the drinking. What he does after I tell him this is her buys not one but two six packs of beer. I have repeated this for at least a week now and last night as I was getting ready for bed I see a beer bottle on his dresser. So I go off on my rant about how I feel like I am the only one making changes for this and that I need his help. I know that I am the big problem but he isn't perfect either.
It is just so frustrating to me I go to acupuncture, I drink my herbs, and I do my best with my diet changes and he just does what ever the umm he wants. The thing that erks me the most is when he is eating or drinking something he knows I am trying to aviod he says, "Honey you want a taste." "Yes, I want a flippin taste but I am going to say no because I want a baby more." I tell him that is bothers me but he still does it. I have put it in terms he would understand and still happens.
I also have this little meditation that I listen too and I like to listen to it before I go to bed. Well in a perfect world I would play it on my ihome with my ipod but DH doesn't like listening to it when he goes to bed. I would just do it anyways but I don't want his negative thoughts while I am listening to it and that would be counter productive. But I also dislike getting wrapped in earphones as I sleep. I finally found a good use for my ihome (was my b-day present last year from DH) and he doesn't like me to use it that way.
Thanks for listening to my rant....I started this in a discussion and soon realized I was venting. Thank you for listening.