I just feel so bad
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|Wed, 08-27-2008 - 10:10am|
I'm so sorry ladies, I am having just a downer of a week. I just can't seem to get out of this slum I'm having. Seriously, I find myself zoning out sometimes searching for reasons to be happy about something. Searching for a reason, not to cry. I'm sure it has something to do with it being the cycle after my HSG and my hopes were way way up about a BFP b/c of so many say about being VERY vertile after an HSG, but I only got the usual BFN. And I've had a tough cycle with my crazy RE, my insensitive father, and being outed by my step-mom. Let's just say, thank the Lord that August of 2008 is over and is never coming back!
Anywho, most of what makes this board work for me, is I love reading all your posts and giving my support to all of you. This helps me feel better about my IF issues and I feel like I'm connected to all of you through this tough experience. I understand how important it is that we all have each other, and I'm not participating outwardly, and for that I truly apologize. Please know, that I do read your posts and in my heart I'm keeping you and praying for you, though I may not say anything.