I just feel so bad
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| Wed, 08-27-2008 - 10:10am |
I'm so sorry ladies, I am having just a downer of a week. I just can't seem to get out of this slum I'm having. Seriously, I find myself zoning out sometimes searching for reasons to be happy about something. Searching for a reason, not to cry. I'm sure it has something to do with it being the cycle after my HSG and my hopes were way way up about a BFP b/c of so many say about being VERY vertile after an HSG, but I only got the usual BFN. And I've had a tough cycle with my crazy RE, my insensitive father, and being outed by my step-mom. Let's just say, thank the Lord that August of 2008 is over and is never coming back!
Anywho, most of what makes this board work for me, is I love reading all your posts and giving my support to all of you. This helps me feel better about my IF issues and I feel like I'm connected to all of you through this tough experience. I understand how important it is that we all have each other, and I'm not participating outwardly, and for that I truly apologize. Please know, that I do read your posts and in my heart I'm keeping you and praying for you, though I may not say anything.
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Roman,
Did AF come?
Hi Roman!
Hi Roman,
I can certainly relate to you and have been absent from the boards as well.
Christine
TTC since 2004 Me (33) DH (39) MFI DX April 2008
IVF-icsi #1 May 2008-July2008 - BFN!&nbs
Christine!
HOLY CATS!!! did you ever hit the nail on the head!!! I totally feel burnt out! But frankly, I'm too scared to take a break. Have a FAST 2ww. and here's to a better septmeber than august. Sending tons of baby dust!
Thanks!
Christine,
I know sometimes it might feel like you have to be positive and happy her all the time but if you need to vent or share frustration please do.
Roman,
You know that I relate since two weeks ago I wrote a desperate post about "having a bit of a breakdown." It happens to all of us. The good news is that it passes, it really really does. I thought I would never feel better but lo and behold I do. And Susan had a crappy week last week as she told you and this week is better for her too. You never know what is around the corner - tomorrow is not written. Stay strong - thinking of you and sending you prayers.
TTC a little over a year; Dx: Suspected hormonal imbalance, short luteal phase. But mostly unexplained. DH is normal. IUI #1 with 100mg Clomid, progesterone suppositories
It must be in the air, I relate to all of you!
Oh, Roman I'm so sorry that you've had such a crappy time lately.
I think things are already starting to look up. I'm trying to find comfort in the little victories. Like the very talented baker in my area has officially decided that she wants to not only apprentice me, but she was so impressed with my Rolling Stones Forty Licks cake, that she wants to actually have me be a cake decorator for her!!!! After weeks of obssesing that I'm not good enough, that gave me self esteem boost I needed! Hopefully I can hang on to this feeling for a while. BUT I'm letting August go, and am starting anew for September. Happy school dayz Susan and Erin!