ultrasound tomorrow

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ultrasound tomorrow
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Wed, 09-17-2008 - 12:09pm
well, I'm having an ultrasound tomorrow to check on an old scar in my uterus. to make sure there is not alot of scar tissue. i wasn't really worried about it except my bladder was to be really full and knowing my weak bladder i'm kinda worried i'll pee on everybody. But the closer it gets the more bad senarios are going through my mind. I just need to get the nervousness out of my mind. It doesn't help when i've recieved bed news about something totally unrelated because i tend to take my upsetness about that and direct it towards other things. Does that make sense. well thanks for letting me ramble.
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Wed, 09-17-2008 - 12:34pm

hey there,


(((hugs))) i know this is so difficult. GL on your u/s. i've done 2 transfers (w/ ivf) and had to have a full bladder each time. not too comfortable but no accident. let us know how it goes!

ana


TTC since Sept '06
Diagnosed w/ PCOS, DH diagnosed with azoospermia Dec '06, TESA Mar '07
IVF/ICSI/AZH#1 Aug'07, BFN (6 usable eggs, 5 embies, 2 transferred, 1st beta=18, 2nd beta=12, 0 made it to blast to freeze)
IVF/ICSI#2:retrieval Nov'07, FET sched Jan'08, no embryos to transfer (23 usable eggs, 12 embies, 0 made it to transfer)
IVF/ICSI#3: retrieval Mar'08, FET May'08, BFN (13 usable eggs, 7 fertilized w/ DH sperm= 0 blasts, 6 fertlized w/ DS=3 blasts, all 3 transferred, 1st beta=74, 2nd beta=64, 3rd beta=42)
1st cycle IUI/clomid/donor sperm postponed due to lack of follicular growth on 100mg clomidx5days. 2nd cycle: Clomid (200mg CD5-9), IUI 9/9, waiting...

ana

mom to beautiful baby lia.
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Wed, 09-17-2008 - 1:21pm
thank you for the support. i feel lucky to have stumbled on this board and be able to talk with other people who know what i'm going through and not get that like "oh no what do i say" look. I'm most afraid of hearing you can't carry a baby. and lately my gut has been right on target. Let's hope it's just nerves.
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Registered: 01-08-2008
Wed, 09-17-2008 - 6:00pm
what i've learned from my therapist is that in this area, instincts don't count. so many people are sure they're not pg and then are, and vice versa. normally you'd go with your instinct, but with this, just try to get through. let us know how it goes!

ana


TTC since Sept '06
Diagnosed w/ PCOS, DH diagnosed with azoospermia Dec '06, TESA Mar '07
IVF/ICSI/AZH#1 Aug'07, BFN (6 usable eggs, 5 embies, 2 transferred, 1st beta=18, 2nd beta=12, 0 made it to blast to freeze)
IVF/ICSI#2:retrieval Nov'07, FET sched Jan'08, no embryos to transfer (23 usable eggs, 12 embies, 0 made it to transfer)
IVF/ICSI#3: retrieval Mar'08, FET May'08, BFN (13 usable eggs, 7 fertilized w/ DH sperm= 0 blasts, 6 fertlized w/ DS=3 blasts, all 3 transferred, 1st beta=74, 2nd beta=64, 3rd beta=42)
1st cycle IUI/clomid/donor sperm postponed due to lack of follicular growth on 100mg clomidx5days. 2nd cycle: Clomid (200mg CD5-9), IUI 9/9, waiting...

ana

mom to beautiful baby lia.
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Thu, 09-18-2008 - 12:35pm
thank you for the advice. i am totaly trying not to think bad thoughts today. How are you doing?
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Thu, 09-18-2008 - 6:39pm
i'm doing ok. met up with a friend and her 2 month old baby, which was a little hard. i'm just trying to get through 1 day at a time while i wait for my blood test on the 29th.

ana


TTC since Sept '06
Diagnosed w/ PCOS, DH diagnosed with azoospermia Dec '06, TESA Mar '07
IVF/ICSI/AZH#1 Aug'07, BFN (6 usable eggs, 5 embies, 2 transferred, 1st beta=18, 2nd beta=12, 0 made it to blast to freeze)
IVF/ICSI#2:retrieval Nov'07, FET sched Jan'08, no embryos to transfer (23 usable eggs, 12 embies, 0 made it to transfer)
IVF/ICSI#3: retrieval Mar'08, FET May'08, BFN (13 usable eggs, 7 fertilized w/ DH sperm= 0 blasts, 6 fertlized w/ DS=3 blasts, all 3 transferred, 1st beta=74, 2nd beta=64, 3rd beta=42)
1st cycle IUI/clomid/donor sperm postponed due to lack of follicular growth on 100mg clomidx5days. 2nd cycle: Clomid (200mg CD5-9), IUI 9/9, waiting...

ana

mom to beautiful baby lia.
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Thu, 09-18-2008 - 10:10pm
it hard when you have to be around someone with a baby. I was with my sister in law when she delivered a week ago, it was hard. Doesn't mean i love her any less but sometimes i make excuses why I can't come over. I will wish you lots of good luck on the 29th.
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Fri, 09-19-2008 - 9:14am
thanks! yeah, i'm so happy for her, but it's hard to be around someone who's in the mommy-euphoria!

ana


TTC since Sept '06
Diagnosed w/ PCOS, DH diagnosed with azoospermia Dec '06, TESA Mar '07
IVF/ICSI/AZH#1 Aug'07, BFN (6 usable eggs, 5 embies, 2 transferred, 1st beta=18, 2nd beta=12, 0 made it to blast to freeze)
IVF/ICSI#2:retrieval Nov'07, FET sched Jan'08, no embryos to transfer (23 usable eggs, 12 embies, 0 made it to transfer)
IVF/ICSI#3: retrieval Mar'08, FET May'08, BFN (13 usable eggs, 7 fertilized w/ DH sperm= 0 blasts, 6 fertlized w/ DS=3 blasts, all 3 transferred, 1st beta=74, 2nd beta=64, 3rd beta=42)
1st cycle IUI/clomid/donor sperm postponed due to lack of follicular growth on 100mg clomidx5days. 2nd cycle: Clomid (200mg CD5-9), IUI 9/9, waiting...

ana

mom to beautiful baby lia.