Dreaded 2ww (loss mentioned)
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|Mon, 11-10-2008 - 2:06am|
Just a quick shout out--we had our 5th transfer on November 4th (yes, election day--at least I was distracted!). We stuck 4 of the little buggers in this time--I'm through messing around!
We find out on the 15th of the month. I keep remembering back to last time, when we got the BFP, and wondering if we'll get lucky again. The biggest issue is I can't predict what my emotional state will be, and DH doesn't seem to understand why. We talk about it, of course, and things are fine. But he evidently has this whole logic tree worked out in his head, with ifs and thens. Now we have a better idea of how the other's brain works, I guess! For me, I'm like, um, there are hormones involved and I just don't know.
Overall I feel pretty calm, though. Tired a lot from the progesterone, but I don't feel the freak out I used to. I think I've had enough practice after all this time that I am finally a little bit used to it. I'm not sure how I feel about that!
So, in a week I'll either post an elated message or a deflated one. No one knows but the little bundles of joy and worry currently bouncing around in my belly!