I am freaking out about my appt tomorrow
Hi girls, Most of you know that I have have an appointment tomorrow with my normal OBGYN. I told them that I have some questions for her and want to discuss where I am in my treatment, and what my DX is. But tonight I just kind of started freaking out about it. I will be so mad if she tells me that there is no reason that I am not getting pregnant. I know that doctors practice medicine and all, but I am sick of them practicing on me. I want them to figure out what the heck is wrong, and tell me so that I can do something to fix it. How are you supposed to fix the problem if no one can figure it out? Am I one of those rare cases that actually has no cause? I mean come on! I am already a 1 out of 10 just by dealing with infertility, how can I be one of the 10% of infertile couples that is unexplained to boot? Our lives have been on hold for 4 years, I am ready to get to the next step. I want to buy new clothes, I want to stop worrying about traveling because I "could" be pregnant, I want to be able to have a savings account again that is not earmarked for fertility drugs or treatments, I just want to move on! I'm tired of telling DH every month that "there is always next month". I just want an answer. I'm really not asking too much am I? Sorry about the rant there, I was just getting a little overwhelmed, and needed to vent!