Maybe the end for me

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purpleflower04
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Registered: 09-11-2008
Maybe the end for me
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 Thu, 11-20-2008 - 3:58pm
My doctor finally called me about the two missing AFs and two BFN. She had me go in for a blood test. I am now waiting for the results. I'm so afraid that it will be neg and if it is she wants me to go on provera. But if I am in the big M what's the point. I am 39 so it's a very real possibility for me. No one in my family has gone this early why am I the lucky one. I don't know if I can continue if I am in M. I just don't know what to do. I'm going to busy myself fixing the problem with the direct tv. Please send me some positive thoughts. Thanx
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cl_suzieq_gal
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Registered: 05-20-2008
In reply to: purpleflower04
Maybe the end for me
 Thu, 11-20-2008 - 4:11pm
(((HUGS))) SuZi I hope all your b/w come back good and that you aren't in the big M.
  

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bbmakes3_2008
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Registered: 10-31-2008
In reply to: purpleflower04
Maybe the end for me
 Thu, 11-20-2008 - 4:17pm

GL with your bloodwork.

~Christine~


TTC since 6/2007. 
IVF #1 Jan 2009 - BFN
IVF# 2  April 2009 - BFN
IVF# 3 July

grace1107
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Registered: 11-07-2008
In reply to: purpleflower04
Maybe the end for me
 Thu, 11-20-2008 - 4:21pm

Lots of ((((HUGS)))).


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cl_ladyjkey
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Registered: 10-31-2008
In reply to: purpleflower04
Maybe the end for me
 Thu, 11-20-2008 - 4:41pm
I am putting a hex on the big M she is not aloud within 10 years of you.

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kristylee105
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Registered: 05-19-2008
In reply to: purpleflower04
Maybe the end for me
 Thu, 11-20-2008 - 5:08pm
awwww Suzi!!! I'm sending loads of P&PT your way!! KUP!


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ana_2008
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Registered: 01-08-2008
In reply to: purpleflower04
Maybe the end for me
 Thu, 11-20-2008 - 5:13pm

oh suzi,

(((HUGS))) i think busying yourself right now is the best thing you can do while waiting. i'm sending tons of positive thoughts your way, and hope you get great news!

ana


TTC since Sept '06. Diagnosed w/ PCOS, DH diagnosed with azoospermia Dec '06, TESA Mar '07
IVF/ICSI/AZH#1 Aug'07, BFN (6 usable eggs, 5 embies, 2 transferred, 1st beta=18, 2nd beta=12, 0 made it to blast to freeze)
IVF/ICSI#2:retrieval Nov'07 (w/ fresh TESA), FET sched Jan'08, no embryos to transfer (23 usable eggs, 12 embies, 0 made it to transfer)
IVF/ICSI#3: retrieval Mar'08, FET May'08, BFN (13 usable eggs, 7 fertilized w/ DH sperm= 0 blasts, 6 fertlized w/ DS=3 blasts, all 3 transferred, 1st beta=74, 2nd beta=64, 3rd beta=42)
1st cycle IUI/clomid/donor sperm postponed due to lack of follicular growth on 100mg clomidx5days.

ana

mom to beautiful baby lia.
purpleflower04
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Registered: 09-11-2008
In reply to: purpleflower04
Maybe the end for me
 Thu, 11-20-2008 - 5:26pm
Thanks for all the warm thoughts. I don't know what I would do without you all. No great news, it was negative. I already knew it would be. I guess I will try provera but I'm so tired of the BFNs and I don't know if it will even work or help. I don't think I have any eggs there to fertilize. I will just have to wait for the doctor to call me back to come in for an appt.
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purpleflower04
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Registered: 09-11-2008
In reply to: purpleflower04
Maybe the end for me
 Thu, 11-20-2008 - 5:52pm
OK DR called again and I guess I'm starting provera today. Anyone been on this. And I'm going for another US Dec 10th. It kinda seems like she screwed things up because ever since she did the other US where she used the dye and waterfilled balloon I haven't had AF. Me and DH are going to discuss things when he gets home, how far we want to go. I'm so discouraged but I can't seem to give it up yet. On another note I finally talked to my sister about my niece. I feel bad cause my niece is lonely, all her friends are hardcore partiers and she can't now and has no one. I'm putting the hurt aside and will be by her side for the rest of her pg.
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grace1107
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Registered: 11-07-2008
In reply to: purpleflower04
Maybe the end for me
 Thu, 11-20-2008 - 6:26pm

I'm glad to hear that you don't want to


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jesscicamm0604
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Registered: 06-28-2008
In reply to: purpleflower04
Maybe the end for me
 Thu, 11-20-2008 - 7:34pm

((((((HUGS)))))) Suzi.

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