Feeling so Blue

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Feeling so Blue
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Fri, 12-12-2008 - 1:55pm

I don't know what's gotten into me the last few days, but I just can't get out of this funk. I keep having sobbing fits. I think it's my bday, feeling old, worry over my upcoming surgery and my EDD all coming up. Well, I guess I just answered my question, didn't I?!

I need to remind myself that I will be able to enjoy 2 weeks off work (thanks to extra days for surgery) and all of the other good things going on. Like, hopefully I'll have a scar free uterus very soon! Please God, Please!!

I guess I'm just kind of rambling here:).

 


Kelly


  ttc#1, got bfp in April '08, missed miscarriage, 1st d&c June 6, 2nd d&c Aug 1, hysteroscopy on Aug 20, methotrexate on Aug 26th.  Diagnosed with Asherman's Syndrome on September 19th.  Hysteroscopy scheduled for December 18th!  



 


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Registered: 11-07-2008
Fri, 12-12-2008 - 2:15pm

aw, ((((BIG HUGS)))) Kelly.


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Registered: 09-11-2008
Fri, 12-12-2008 - 2:31pm

Kelly I'm sending you big ( ( ( ( H U G S ) ) ) ). I'm sorry you are feeling blue. I've been a little bummed out lately too. My age gets to me sometimes, I can't believe I'm 39. Grace gave you some excellent advice. Good luck on your surgery and I hope you are scar free.

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Registered: 06-28-2008
Fri, 12-12-2008 - 2:38pm
(((HUGS))) Kelly.
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Registered: 01-31-2008
Fri, 12-12-2008 - 3:57pm

"Mile by mile, life's a trial. Yard by yard, it's not so hard. Inch by inch, it's a cinch."

I like that, thanks! Small victories right!?

Kelly


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Registered: 01-31-2008
Fri, 12-12-2008 - 3:59pm
One of my friends IRL told me, you are only as old as you feel. I said, tell that to my eggs! She's also 28 and 35 weeks pregnant so easy for her to say:).

Kelly


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Registered: 01-31-2008
Fri, 12-12-2008 - 4:00pm
Thank you Jessica! This board is the best, you all have helped me in more ways than you know. It's nice having people who "get it".

Kelly


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Registered: 01-08-2008
Fri, 12-12-2008 - 4:26pm

kelly,

((hugs)) i'm sorry you're having a hard time. IF is so hard to go through. i hope the surgery is a success!

ana


TTC since Sept '06. Diagnosed w/ PCOS, DH diagnosed with azoospermia Dec '06, TESA Mar '07. IVF/ICSI/AZH#1 Aug'07, BFN (6 usable eggs, 5 embies, 2 transferred, 1st beta=18, 2nd beta=12, 0 made it to blast to freeze). IVF/ICSI#2:retrieval Nov'07 (w/ fresh TESA), FET sched Jan'08, no embryos to transfer (23 usable eggs, 12 embies, 0 made it to transfer). IVF/ICSI#3: retrieval Mar'08, FET May'08, BFN (13 usable eggs, 7 fertilized w/ DH sperm= 0 blasts, 6 fertlized w/ DS=3 blasts, all 3 transferred, 1st beta=74, 2nd beta=64, 3rd beta=42). 1st cycle IUI/clomid/donor sperm postponed due to lack of follicular growth on 100mg clomidx5days.

ana

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Registered: 10-31-2008
Fri, 12-12-2008 - 4:44pm

Hi Kelly,


Ramble away!

~Christine~


TTC since 6/2007. 
IVF #1 Jan 2009 - BFN
IVF# 2  April 2009 - BFN
IVF# 3 July

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Registered: 01-31-2008
Fri, 12-12-2008 - 5:01pm
Thanks to you all! I feel better already.

Kelly


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Fri, 12-12-2008 - 5:47pm
(((BIG HUGS)))
  

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