Disappointed after cd15 US, another no g

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Disappointed after cd15 US, another no g
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Mon, 12-22-2008 - 9:06am

Yes, I'm tired of the disappointment with IF around the holidays. First i was disappointed just before T-giving and now the same things just before Christmas. First it's you're not ovulating, and now we're focusing on follie growth. (I realize it's really the same thing, but come on Follies!) Anger, sadness, disappointment, frustration, everything. I know you all feel it. We all do with IF!


We had our cd15 US this morning and the nurse couldn't find a larger follie. I had a US on friday, at cd 12 and there was 1 we were hoping would grow over the weekend. I wonder, did she miss it or did it really not grow.....I'm sure she knew what she was doing as that's her job but it's still disappointing. So I started the progesterone again today and will induce my AF AGAIN, yes again, again, again---always again with the progesterone......and then start Femara for the first time 2 pills a day cd3-7. We really hope this does the trick. If not on to injects. I really want to have a baby in 2009. If this cycle coming works we'll have an October 2009 baby, same month as my bday. We really thought we were going to have a great chance at having a SEPT baby as that was the month we got married and the month we bought our house. (1 year apart but same month) Really hope it works as I've been saving all my vacation for maternity leave and I'm tired of the month to month disappointment at cd12-15. (I know everyone feels this way and I'm sorry to complain, this just stinks)


I just want my freaking follies to grow so I might O and we might finally be able to TTC!!!  I hate having this issue! I know it can be worse but boy does this rank up there with "this sucks!"


(sorry, I sound so grim, my positive nature will kick in later!)

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Background- me newly 30, DH newly 34, just diagnosed with PCOS. (high testosterone) TTC#1, came off BCP May 2008 & waited 3 months and no AF, irregular cycles even before BCP, Oct-1st round of clomid 50mg, cd5-9,  no O or AF so took Progest pills to induce AF, Nov-2nd round 100mg cd3-7, no O, canceled cycle at cd14 and started progest. pills to induce AF, 3rd round 150mg clomid cd3-7 (finished 12/14), started working with an RE Nov 26 at cd14. Asked RE to give me Met and we started MET 12/11/08 after FU visit to talk about how to use it. No insulin issues but think it will help regulate me and getting me to O and get preg! DH got great SA results. Waiting on follie growth!

 


 

Me-30, DH newly 34, diagnosed with PCOS in Nov/Dec 2008. 3 Failed cycles of Clomid. (50mg, 100mg, 150mg) Started working with RE Nov 26. Asked for & started M

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Mon, 12-22-2008 - 10:01am

Oh Kitty,


I was hopping to see good news from you this morning.

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Mon, 12-22-2008 - 10:10am

Terri- Thanks for bringing light to such a dreary situation today. October is a good month for b-days. And i feel October is a strong month for strong people. :)


I hope your body grabs ahold of your bean this month and just clings tightly! I'm glad Femara is working for you! Now you just need more super duper super glue!


How was your weekend? What cd are you now?

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Me-30, DH newly 34, diagnosed with PCOS in Nov/Dec 2008. 3 Failed cycles of Clomid. (50mg, 100mg, 150mg) Started working with RE Nov 26. Asked for & started M

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Mon, 12-22-2008 - 10:45am

Aww Kitty :( how crap!!! IF and TTC is so frustrating...and throw PCOS on top of that, I know EXACTLY how you feel!!! With my 60-day cycles, I always felt like I was doing NOTHING for a good month and a half until my temp shifted and I had hope of an egg. Ugh.


But! October is a great month ;-) It's my birthday, my wedding anniversary, my parent's wedding anniversary, my grandparent's anniversary, my uncle's birthday, and HALLOWEEN!!! I think Halloween is one of the BEST holidays to have a baby around for!!!

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Mon, 12-22-2008 - 11:17am

Hi Kristylee,


Thanks for listening. People who understand always make it better!


I remember you got your BFP just before

Me-30, DH newly 34, diagnosed with PCOS in Nov/Dec 2008. 3 Failed cycles of Clomid. (50mg, 100mg, 150mg) Started working with RE Nov 26. Asked for & started M

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Mon, 12-22-2008 - 11:38am

I wasn't on any medication. I was waiting for my current cycle to end and had even filled my Clomid prescription. For treating the PCOS, acupuncture was a great help. I really credit the acupuncture to getting my BFP and for helping me to O. I was also going to infertility seminars. So really

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Mon, 12-22-2008 - 11:44am

Well I hope it all calms down for you now and after the holidays. That's all you need is to worry now that you're actually Pregnant. I've also been watching my diet and I'm a normal exerciser at 3-4 times a week. I run a lot.

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Mon, 12-22-2008 - 12:02pm

Super duper glue for beans... Where do I get such a thing?

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Mon, 12-22-2008 - 12:11pm

Hi Kitty,


I just wanted to jump in on the acup question.... I started seeing some improvements right away.

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Mon, 12-22-2008 - 12:39pm

( ( ( ( H U G S ) ) ) ) IKWYM. I always expect every month to finally be my month and then I get smacked in the face. I hope the next cycle is the one for you. BTW my dr just started me on Met, we can be Met buddies.

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Mon, 12-22-2008 - 12:40pm
I felt like the acupuncture worked right away for me. I immedietly felt a change in my moods and attitudes. It calmed me down!
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