Another month and unsure what to so next

I'm sorry. I know how you feel. I am also at the point where I want to give up. DH and I have been on a TTC break for a while now, but the urge to procreate is always there. Right now we are trying to put away as much money as possible for either IVF or adoption. We also don't have help from insurance so we are drained from that on top of this being a tough year. DH doesn't like to talk about his feelings either. It has taken a long time for me to understand that just because he doesn't vocalize what he is thinking, doesn't mean that he isn't thinking about it. I try to leave him alone and not push the subject too much, but there are times when I need to vent and I want a response! I sat down with him a few weeks ago after a minor breakdown and explained to him in detail what I need him to do for me- listen, respond honestly even if it isn't the answer that I want, participate, be patient. In return, I promised to try not to get so angry and accept his feelings and opinions more openly. We are trying hard to stay sane, but stopping this altogether has come up. I started to search for IF support groups because there are things that only women can understand and this is the best group for me. Hang in there. IF there is one thing that I have found, these women know their stuff!