Another month and unsure what to so next
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|Wed, 01-07-2009 - 8:16pm|
Well I did not even make it the 2ww before AF showed. I am really struggling with it this month. Last month I was pretty positive that I was not pg no symptoms or anything, this month I was really hopeful I had what I thought was minor symptoms and I started thinking that I might be. I am starting to feel extremely depressed and unsure what we should do. I am very blessed to have 1 DD but I long for a sibling for her but I am not sure how much more I can take. My DH is not a very open and really does not talk to me to much about how he feels which is putting a big stress on the marriage. I feel like a failure as a wife not being able to give him children but while I have issues fertility wise he has an extremely low count so he plays a big factor in our situation too. We have spent so much money on tx this year because our ins pays for nothing and I have gone through 2 mc in the past year and emotionally and financially I just feel at my final straw. I tried therapy early this year but the Dr I saw was not at all experienced with IF issues and it was not beneficial at all. Does anyone ever feel like giving up? How do we ever know when you should stop? I am just not sure I have the strength for the emotional roller coaster anymore.
TTC #2, 3 m/c prior to successful birth 2002. Multi cycles w/ Clomid no success, clomid with IUI 10/2007 m/c 12/2007. Injectible with IUI 8/2008 m/c 10/2008. Clotting facor, no regular ovulation and DH low count.