mentally preparing for AF
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|Sun, 03-08-2009 - 10:54am|
I had high hopes for this cycle and thank you for cheering me on every step of the way. However, this morning my temp dropped big time. It went from 98.44 yesterday to 97.97. At first, I justified it by thinking b/c it is daylight savings time, I temped 30 minutes too early (not even a big time difference, I know). I laid in bed for another 30 minutes and then temped again. Somehow, it went up to 98.14...but I am really crampy and just know AF is on her way. I haven't gone to the bathroom since early this morning because I don't want to see her. I ended up crying in bed for another hour and talking with DH about what to do next. Why this is so hard for us...could it be him (he has 300+million count but 2% morphology and our RE said that shouldn't be the problem)? Is our RE doing the right thing? You know all the questions. Why does it happen for other couples and not for us? I'm ovulating with Clomid, we timed everything perfectly....it just doesn't seem fair. After crying for an hour, of course, I temped again and it was down to 97.74. I think I need to throw the BBT away....I am too obsessed over it.
Thanks for letting me vent. This is the only place I can go where I feel truly understood!