UGH!

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Registered: 11-10-2008
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Tue, 03-17-2009 - 2:00pm
I feel so bad about complaining about stuff, because I haven't been trying hardly at all compared to most of you, but my chart this month is discouraging again. AND yet another unmarried girl I know with a deadbeat boyfriend is pregnant. It's SO frustrating. I know that God has reasons for everything, but I'm still agitated. I just want this cycle to be over, so I can start the next one. If next one is anovulatory as well then my doctor will meet with me. I just hope that the cycle get over quicker than usual.

Samantha Rae Ireland


 


Happily married to DH since March 15, 2008


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September 2008: Diagnosed with cervical cancer and HPV. Cells were removed in two spots via freezing, minor scar tissue. Gave up caffeine and smoking. Cycle 1: No O; Cycle 2: No O; Cycle 3: No O; Cycle 4: O'd for the first time! Took prenatal, fish oil, calcium, acidophilus, EPO and B-6; Cycle 5: ....

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Registered: 01-31-2008
In reply to: samierae
Tue, 03-17-2009 - 2:23pm
Hugs Sam! It's frustrating to hear about people having kids that shouldn't be no matter how long you've been trying! I hope this cycle gets over quickly and you can get some time with your doctor and get you on the road to a bfp.

Kelly


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Registered: 02-11-2008
In reply to: samierae
Tue, 03-17-2009 - 5:43pm
Sorry Samantha.

Isabel
Mom to Sebastian Robert after 3+ years of infertility

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Registered: 10-31-2008
In reply to: samierae
Tue, 03-17-2009 - 5:46pm

Hugs Sam.

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Registered: 07-29-2008
In reply to: samierae
Tue, 03-17-2009 - 9:10pm

Hey Sam,


It doesn't matter how long or how short your IF journey has been, you still have emotions and real life events around you that hurt! You're always welcome to talk here! Know that! I'm sorry your chart isn't looking so good and sorry to hear about the unmarried pregnant person. I don't understand it either. But hang in there. Good things will come your way! God wants to bless you with children and he will!


Hugs! Stay +!

Me-30, DH newly 34, diagnosed with PCOS in Nov/Dec 2008. 3 Failed cycles of Clomid. (50mg, 100mg, 150mg) Started working with RE Nov 26. Asked for & started M

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Registered: 11-07-2008
In reply to: samierae
Tue, 03-17-2009 - 10:24pm

Sam, it’s so upsetting to hear about pregnancies all around us when we want that so much ourselves and are trying so hard.


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Registered: 06-16-2008
In reply to: samierae
Wed, 03-18-2009 - 9:41am

Sam,


I am sorry. It doesn't matter how long you have been trying, it still hurts. I hope that you get a BFP, but if not, then I hope you get your bad cycles out of they way quickly so you can get to your doc again for help. (((HUGS)))

 

Angela

Me 32, C 34. Toge

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Registered: 11-10-2008
In reply to: samierae
Wed, 03-18-2009 - 1:38pm

I love you ladies... you are all so supportive! Thank you!

To add insult to injury... my doctor has not gotten back to me about my follow up pap that I had a week ago for my cervical cancer checkup. It's kinda a big deal to me that I know whether or not I might possibly have cancer again! UGH! I'm calling her today, I think that I've waited long enough. Last time she called the next day.

Samantha Rae Ireland


Happily married to DH since March 15, 2008

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Registered: 10-31-2008
In reply to: samierae
Thu, 03-19-2009 - 2:31pm
Hugs Sam.

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Registered: 11-10-2008
In reply to: samierae
Thu, 03-19-2009 - 7:47pm

Just called and they JUST got my results in today... my doctor hasn't gone over them yet but.................. big fat NEGATIVE for bad cells! YAYAYAYAYAYAYA!!!

Ladies your prayers work wonders!

Samantha Rae Ireland


Happily married to DH since March 15, 2008

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Registered: 10-31-2008
In reply to: samierae
Thu, 03-19-2009 - 11:17pm
YAY! WOO HOO! HIP HIP HOORAY!

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