Another baby shower:(
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|Thu, 04-16-2009 - 9:57am|
As soon as I saw the mail on the counter I knew what it was, another baby shower invite. I swear I've been to a dozen in the last year and a half alone. I am so sick of babies r us and target registries and pink friggin balloons and stupid games. I just sat on the couch and cried. As you can see my mood really hasn't improved much and I feel like a fat cow.
Then I go in for my repeated pg loss testing this am and she tells me they can only do some of the tests there and I have to go to Lab Corp for the rest (all 22 of them!). Umm, thanks for telling me before hand! So I had to come into work, late again for the 2nd time this week and tell my male boss that I will be late again tomorrow for more testing. It just makes him uncomfortable because he doesn't want to hear about my problems. Plus in this economy coming in late all the time isn't really a good thing.
Thanks for listening, just needed to vent this morning. I'm down in the dumps.
ttc#1, got bfp in April '08, missed miscarriage, 1st d&c June 6, 2nd d& for retained placenta accreta ;c Aug 1, hysteroscopy on Aug 20 punctured uterus & procedure stopped so placenta still attached, methotrexate on Aug 26th. did the trick & placenta gone; Diagnosed with Asherman's Syndrome (uterine walls adhered together with scar tissue) on September 19th. Hysteroscopy on December 18th, hoping that all scar tissue & adhesions are removed and I have a nice new uterus! Second bfp on Feb 11, 2009. Betas looked good but ultrasound showed no development. M/C on March 13th at 8 weeks. Waiting for betas to drop and start ttc again.