WHO NEEDS TO VENT TODAY......
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|Thu, 06-18-2009 - 3:21pm|
I DOOOOOOO.......I am sooo annoyed, pissed , aggravated , sad, Huge headache coming, body feels like BLAH, DH complaining cause havent bd in 2 weeks, bd hurst because of huge cyst, damn raining for about 3 weeks already out here oh the list can go on seriously with more major issues...
I feel so mean because there are sooo many PG woman around me and i feel like i give dirty looks at times because it's NOT me and WHEN the heck will it be????? I am soooo not a good person at this moment i feel like being a rebel but i know I couldn't hurt anyone because it's NOT there fault neither...Some days all i want to do is sleep my days away...WHY do ppl tell us "oh it will happen in GODS time", "it will happen when you stop trying", "just keep trying", " I know how you feel", your young you still have plenty of time", when it's meant to be it will", what if you have more than 2", and that list can keep going to like WTF SHUT UP you DON'T know how I feel unless you are going through it tooo...UUUGGHHHH!!!!
Sorry but right now I am hating ACCIDENTS and OOPPSSS!!!!! I have dreamed for sooo long of being a mother having a child to call me mom, watching him sneeze, hic up, SMILE, coo, put there arms out for me, tuggn my shirt for my attention, someone to read a book to at night and tuck in, run to mommy when daddy is being mean, first lil crushes at school, packing lunches, walking to the bus stop, being the hero when sick and ONLY wants mommy oohhhh and that list can go on too...Im just so internaly SAD...:(:(:(
Thanks for letting me vent i better stop now before I just brake down with pitty for myself...
Edited 6/18/2009 3:22 pm ET by mrs.cintron1630