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|Sun, 08-29-2010 - 7:17pm|
I just got terrible news. Posted right there on facebook. A college classmate and my DH's stupid sister are BOTH pregnant. BTW she is at least 2x bigger then me. I am the lowest I have ever been.
I am reaching the sad thought that perhaps this will just not happen for me. Both of these people wanted to get pregnant and guess what, they are. I have wanted to get pregnant for over a year and have taken more meds and had more awkward and sad conversations then any person should have..........
I just wanted to cry. And probably will.....I just do not understand. I am sad because of the classmate. I am angry because of his sister. They have no money, live on food stamps, is not married to a terrible man, and they have almost no income. Why? Why do THEY get to get pregnant and not me........I am starting to tear up even now......I just do not understand.
"Even miracles take a little time." ~ Fairy Godmother: Cinderella
M/C November 2009
Metformin December 2009
Clomid #1 50mg April 2010 = no O :-(
Clomid #2 100mg May 2010 = BFN
Clomid #3 150mg July 2010 = BFN