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|Mon, 03-01-2010 - 4:33pm|
I am sorry if I haven't been responding to everyone but I feel like all I have been doing the last couple days is eat, breastfeed, pump, sleep, and eat. I finally have a free moment.
So today was discharge day. We were holding out till today due to wanting Ant to leave the hospital with us. Unfortuantely that is not going to happen. His biliruben is still high and the Dr won't let him go home yet. It is really confusing because the RNs said most likely he would be going home. Also there were a few rumors that he might. I was actually getting my hopes up that the three of us would be home tonight together.
So the plan now is to stay till 10pm till they kick me out of my room and do one of my late night feedings. Then pump through the night and return tomorrow. The hospital is also loaning me a pump. They are really taking great care of me but I am just so heart broken. I would camp out in the NICU I know my body needs the rest.
Thank you everyone.
"To get through the hardest Journey we need to take only one step at a time, but we must keep on stepping." ~Chinese Proverb