What is wrong with me!?

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Registered: 06-03-2006
What is wrong with me!?
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Sat, 06-03-2006 - 12:59am
I am a 23 yr old girl. I have been with my BF for over a year now. He is my first and I really care about him alot and the first time we did it was by mistake, I didn't want to lose my Virginity but he put the tip in a little and i bled a little and I thought i lost it, so i continued to go all the way with him and i bled A LOT!!! I mean all over the place the second time we did it. He isnt very forceful or anything, but now we use lube ...I still find doing it very uncomfortable. I don't really like it all that much, but i get turned on a lot and i'm usually the first one to initiate things. One moment I am so into doing it and the next, i am not interested at all. And i have never had an orgasm. I dont really like to masturbate and i dont enjoy oral sex, I really don't know what is wrong with me. I wish I liked sex more. And i do watch porn a lot because I am frustrated all the time and I want a release. And i get really jealous when people talk about Orgasms and how they wish they had longer ones and stronger ones....all i want is to just like the feeling let alone orgasm.
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Registered: 12-30-2003
Sat, 06-03-2006 - 1:14pm

Hi gingerroot2006, welcome!


      Jill

    

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Registered: 03-19-2003
Sat, 06-03-2006 - 10:11pm

Hi ginger :)


I completely agree with Jill about seeing a doctor to make sure that everything is positioned just where it should be :)

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