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|Thu, 07-29-2010 - 1:38pm|
Well its been a long roller coaster ride. Have been doing IVF cycles since May 2008 and now believe that I am officially DONE!!! Just got a BFN on my 6th full cycle. Don't think there is much more we can do. I am depleted emotionally and financially. Now going to try and enjoy life without kids. Now my new goal is to buy a new house in the next couple of years, maybe lose some weight. Who knows?
I will miss all my IVF buddies. I know a lot of you have moved on and are now preggers or possibly holding your little babies while you are reading this. Good Luck to all.
PS - if anyone is on FB they can look me up email@example.com. I am gonna try and wean myself from all my IVF boards. A hard thing to do since they have been such a big part of my life for the past 2 years. I am on the computer all day and now need to find new websites to keep my occupied.
Â Â Â Â DH 39 -Me 37 -Â TTCÂ 5yrsÂ -Â Diminished Ovarian Reserve.Â Â Test positive forÂ ICCÂ Â ( Intracellular Cytokine )Â .Â Â Moved on to my 4th RE and now DX'd with PCOS.Â Started Metformin Feb 11, 2010.Â
3-IUI'sÂ w/clomid -Â all BFN
IVF -Â 1A - Â 4/2008 - CanceledÂ - IUI
Â IVFÂ -1B- Â 6/2008Â -CanceledÂ
IVF -1C - Aug 2008Â Antagonist protocolÂ --- BFNÂ Â
IVF # 2A - Oct/Nov 2008 -Canceled
IVF#2B - Jan/Feb 2009 -canceled turned into IUI -BFN
IVF # 2C -Â Â March 2009Â BFN
IVF # 3 - - Switching RE's.Â Â Cycling JULY 09.Â Antagon/Antagnoist protocol with estrogen priming.Â Â Â Â Â Er July 10thÂ 5 eggs retrieved 3 matureÂ - 2 fert.Â Â Â Embies stopped growing before 5dt.Â Â Â
IVF#4 ---- Nov 2009---"7 retrieved 6Â fertilized, transfered 8cell and 7 cell Â - BFN
JanÂ 2010 - IUI - BFN
IVF #5Â "another new RE (4th one) End of the road, no more after this, out of money and out of hope.Â Â --Â Triggered 4/1 @ that time had 13 follicles.Â Went to ER and almost all follicles were gone.Â RE said looked like my ovaries weren't even stimulated.Â Turns out I ovulated early. :-(Â nothing ever goes correclty.Â Â Thankfully, we were able to get 4 mature eggs.Â 3 fertilized.Â Â Â ---- BFN
IVF # 6 - JULY -2010 - Another BFN
AFTER 5 yrs TTC, 10 IVF cycles, 4 RE's, I AM DONE!!!!Â Â
Just goes to show, IT doesn't work for everyone.
Edited 7/29/2010 7:01 pm ET by crazy08