just complaining...

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Registered: 02-20-2005
just complaining...
Wed, 09-01-2010 - 11:33am

I hate shots, you would think after the (I figured it out) over 2000 shots I have had I would be fine with them.

I hate that my hormones are not my own. My patience level is so low. I don't care that I know what it is from I still feel sh#@ty.

I hate having to go this route.

I hate being in a bad mood because I am thinking, hoping, trying, keeping track of what pills to take when and what shots and my DH asking ... how the he## should I know. If I knew the future don't you think we would have won big bucks. YOU look at the gosh darn calendar yourself how about?

hate hate hate hate it all. bad mood reigns supreme today. Hate that I gained a ton of weight hate all those doctors who said stop exercising completely now I am SO FAR from my used to be normal activity level. Hate everything

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Registered: 03-26-2010
Wed, 09-01-2010 - 7:07pm

Hey eisoob,

Me - (Amanda 27) My dh-- 26 We have been ttc # 1 for 3yrs 5mths My dh has severe oligospermia, Ivf with icsi is our only option. Ivf # 1--- failed Ivf # 2--- failed Ivf # 3-- hopefully in March 2013 at a new clinic!


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Registered: 10-18-2006
Mon, 09-06-2010 - 10:23pm


First off ((((hugs)))) to you. I know exactly how you feel because I feel that way too sometimes. A lot of my bad feelings come from this whole infertility rollercoaster. I hate that our issue is all male factor. I hate that my cycles are regular, I ovulate on a regular basis, and I have both of my tubes yet I have to have the transvaginal ultrasound several times per week (even during AF), take all of the injections, and have all of the mood swings and sore injection sites. Whew!!! I hope you are feeling better today. Remember, if you need a place to vent, this is it. Keep it coming!!



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