been a year

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Registered: 06-19-2007
been a year
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Mon, 06-25-2007 - 5:47pm
i l ost my fiancee year ago on 06/22/06.we were in a semi truck accident.us being in the truck...he was killed and i barely made it.i was in icu for 8 days with broken ribs.back and lung contusions...they didnt think i was going to make it... but by the grace of GOD and prayers i did...once i got over my physical pain i had to deal with losing my soul mate...to me that is the hardest part...he was my true love... we rode cross country together...we shared so much... most of all he was my best friend.i had to seek counsing for my ptsd and i also have degenerating disc diease..im in severe pain everyday....i had to look to GOD and know he makes no mistakes.. im here for my 2 children...but he comes to me in my dreams every night...but im finally seeing a light at the end of the tunnel.i still have aways to go but time does heal.....im here for anyone who needs to talk....
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Registered: 01-26-2004
In reply to: ivil_dmarie
Mon, 06-25-2007 - 6:56pm

Is your name Marie?

AcornLeaves
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Registered: 12-06-2003
In reply to: ivil_dmarie
Mon, 06-25-2007 - 9:49pm
Just sending ((((hugs)))) and letting you know you will be in my thoughts and prayers tonight. Your pain sounds so achingly familiar, yet you have the added physical pain as well. May God bless you and hold you tight in His Arms tonight! Keep going....you're doing well.
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Registered: 06-19-2007
In reply to: ivil_dmarie
Thu, 07-19-2007 - 9:44am
thank you for your prayers and understanding..your right about the physical pain as well.again thank you for your encouraging words and prayers.
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Registered: 06-19-2007
In reply to: ivil_dmarie
Thu, 07-19-2007 - 9:52am
yes the dreams help me alot.i dream about my fiance everynight..it gives me comfort. we shared so much with one another..we were together for 2 and half years and 1 and ahalf we spent in a semi truck together we worked together and seen the U.S. as well.. he was indeed my soulmate and even though our time together was short i cherish those times we did share. thank you for the other links but i feel more comfortable here if thats okay. again thank you ..
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Registered: 01-26-2004
In reply to: ivil_dmarie
Thu, 07-19-2007 - 10:40am
Yes, I'm glad you feel so comfortable here!
AcornLeaves
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Registered: 06-19-2007
In reply to: ivil_dmarie
Fri, 07-20-2007 - 12:08am
your right about him being a important part of my life thanks for all the encouragement..